Horror

I'm in that horrible place.

It's muddy and dark.

You somehow find yourself there even though there is never a map. You somehow find yourself there but there is no map and so you can't find your way out.

I'm about two-thirds into this redraft and I'm starting to think that I'm fucking with what I had to start with. Fucking with what was alright and have now made it terrible instead of making it better. Making it good.

This is horrible, and I'm struggling hard to make it stop.